I guess I'm not immune to injury

As I sit here chasing this idea of want to go train in BJJ today, I also think about how it's close to a holiday, healthcare is shitty in the USA, and I don't want a broken finger during the holidays. It's strange that's where my brain is going today, it's kinda my main concern with BJJ right now. I'm starting to realize my fingers are being sacrificed to learn more. However given how hard it is to actually see a doctor, and actually get health care in the USA that is helpful, it's difficult for me to jump at the idea of training on my birthday, mostly because my birthday falls a day before the 4th of july, a day where the worst of the worst doctors will be at the hospital, training. I don't wanna be someones training day, on a holiday, when all they want to do is play golf in the sun, and all I want to do is break their arm.

Look doctor, over there, a giraffe, they look that way, and I put them into an arm bar.

Now, who needs a doctor, you stupid son of a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch.................